subbiedi

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This is my journal on studying the bdsm lifestyle........I have always been intrigued by bdsm and wwweeelll, :P what can I say lol my curiostiy has gotten the better of me :D


feel free to post things to help me learn ;) If I like it I'll post it, If I don't I wont hahaha
or correct me if I write something wrong

I am a 37yr old female, living in New Zealand and after someone gave me a lil taste (3mths) of a long distance D/s relationship ....
I want more :D
This is where I come to let myself out of the dark hidden place, that I lock myself into during the daytime, to explore my desires that I can not share with anyone else...

This is where the real me comes to play and have fun

If you want a private answer to your message please put (private) on it so I know
cheers!

subbie so wants a tail mmmmm I think it will look nice with my sexy arse (as Sir B calls it) and cause subbie just thinks they are flippin gorgeous!

Good night sexy followers :*
:( damn it! subbie earned two smacks today, it was innocent enough, what I said lol
subbiie: good night my Sir :* thank you
Sir: Good night and don’t forget excercise
subbie: Yes Sssiiirrr (groans) thank you Sssiiirrr for the reminder (rolls eyes) :P
Sir: thats 2 thank you. And hard!!! keep count please
subbie: Pardon Sir, two what please Sir? :P is that two kisses Sir? :P (giggles)
Sir: Smacks for rolling eyes at Sir! (thank goodness it was text and Sir couldn’t read my tone of sarcasm) would you like me to make it more for teasing, or worse use my other method of punishment!
subbie: Smacks! :0 hhmmm….,no, no Sir!, subbie will take the smacks….thank you Sir :* subbie will do it now Sir. One
sir: keep count as I suspect there will be more. Now good nite subbie x
subbie: Two and subbie’s hand is tingling. Thank you Sir
Sir: I am close to adding no cumming for a day as well so I advise you stop the playing! Sir will administer the smacks so keep count 
subbie: :/
subbie really felt like sending Sir a gggrrr but didn’t want to not be allowed to cum! fuck! fuck! gggrrr, don’t you hate it when you really want to say something, but know it is in your best interest to hold your tongue…subbie was sssooo tempted, but hates not being allowed to play!
I think there should be a subbiedi rule lol no punishing subbie with not letting her cum! heehee
stupid punishment… flippen punishment…worst punishment ever! and subbie hates it with a vengeance!!!!
guidetrainlove:

Foxy ladies

subbie so wants a tail mmmmm I think it will look nice with my sexy arse (as Sir B calls it) and cause subbie just thinks they are flippin gorgeous!

Good night sexy followers :*

:( damn it! subbie earned two smacks today, it was innocent enough, what I said lol

subbiie: good night my Sir :* thank you

Sir: Good night and don’t forget excercise

subbie: Yes Sssiiirrr (groans) thank you Sssiiirrr for the reminder (rolls eyes) :P

Sir: thats 2 thank you. And hard!!! keep count please

subbie: Pardon Sir, two what please Sir? :P is that two kisses Sir? :P (giggles)

Sir: Smacks for rolling eyes at Sir! (thank goodness it was text and Sir couldn’t read my tone of sarcasm) would you like me to make it more for teasing, or worse use my other method of punishment!

subbie: Smacks! :0 hhmmm….,no, no Sir!, subbie will take the smacks….thank you Sir :* subbie will do it now Sir. One

sir: keep count as I suspect there will be more. Now good nite subbie x

subbie: Two and subbie’s hand is tingling. Thank you Sir

Sir: I am close to adding no cumming for a day as well so I advise you stop the playing! Sir will administer the smacks so keep count 

subbie: :/

subbie really felt like sending Sir a gggrrr but didn’t want to not be allowed to cum! fuck! fuck! gggrrr, don’t you hate it when you really want to say something, but know it is in your best interest to hold your tongue…subbie was sssooo tempted, but hates not being allowed to play!

I think there should be a subbiedi rule lol no punishing subbie with not letting her cum! heehee

stupid punishment… flippen punishment…worst punishment ever! and subbie hates it with a vengeance!!!!

guidetrainlove:

Foxy ladies

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  • 19 September 2012
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